Remember your power. Become Her.

A sanctuary for meaningful connection, conscious living, and the art of being human.
I’m Tara Lee Ayotte, bestselling author, internationally recognized retreat leader, speaker, and founder of Lotus & Light.
For over a decade, I’ve guided thousands of Seekers through immersive retreats, sound experiences, and transformational gatherings designed to help them reconnect to themselves in a world that rarely slows down.
My work blends nervous system awareness, story medicine, immersive sound experiences, and embodied exploration to create spaces where people can soften, reflect, reconnect, and experience life from a more present and coherent place.
“Our stories shape the way we experience life. Transformation begins when we slow down enough to listen to ourselves honestly and reconnect to what truly matters.” - TLA
The Lotus Field is built on a living architecture of transformation, a natural sequence the soul moves through when it is ready to embody wisdom.
Not through force or fixing, but through coherence, alchemy, and remembrance.

Coherence is where every journey begins.
It is the return to inner safety, the moment your system settles and your body feels safe enough to reveal what it has been carrying.
This is the foundation of all transformation.

Alchemy is where your story transforms.
Through sound healing, frequency, Akashic recalibration and somatic based transmission, the experiences held in the body reorganize into embodied wisdom.
It is transformation through presence.

Remembrance is not something you learn.
It is something you embody.
As coherence stabilizes and alchemy integrates, a deeper identity emerges, rooted in intuition, sovereignty, and inner knowing.

A live monthly gathering exploring presence, nervous system support, meaningful connection, and what it means to live consciously in the modern world through conversation, alchemy sound, reflection, and shared human experience.

Immersive in-person experiences blending sound, story, reflection, ritual, and community to help you slow down, reconnect, and experience life from a more grounded and present place
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Private Immersive experiences designed to support emotional clarity, nervous system coherence, self-connection, and meaningful personal exploration through intuitively guided conversation,
alchemy sound, reflection, and embodied support through Akashic exploration.
I create immersive experiences designed to help Seekers reconnect to themselves in a world that rarely slows down.
My work blends nervous system coherence, immersive sound experiences, consciousness exploration, story, and collective resonance to create spaces where people can soften, reflect, reconnect, and experience life from a more grounded and present place.
Using alchemy crystal singing bowls, traditional wooden flutes, drums, chimes, and resonant frequencies combined with deep intuitive guidance and Akashic Record exploration, I guide experiences that support emotional clarity, deeper connection, nervous system recalibration, and meaningful human transformation.
For over a decade, I’ve led retreats, gatherings, and transformational experiences across North America for thoughtful, sensitive, and self-aware individuals seeking something deeper than performance, distraction, or surface-level healing.
This work was born not only through years of facilitation and study, but through profound personal experiences that reshaped the way I understand grief, identity, connection, consciousness, and what it truly means to be human.
Today, Lotus & Light exists as a sanctuary for those longing to reconnect:
to themselves,
to others,
and to the deeper intelligence of life itself.


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“I joined feeling emotionally overwhelmed and mentally exhausted. By the end of the session, I felt calmer, clearer, and more connected to myself than I had in a long time. The experience stayed with me long after it ended.”
- Jayne Thorpe, TCM Acupuncturist, UK

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“What stood out most to me was how grounded and real the experience felt. I wasn’t being told I was broken or needed fixing. I left feeling lighter, more present, and with a completely different perspective on what I had been carrying.”
- H. Scott, Manitoba, Canada

The Lotus Field Journey is a deeply personalized private experience designed to support profound emotional, energetic, and nervous system transformation through immersive sound experiences, intuitive guidance, consciousness exploration, and coherence-based integration.
Together, we work beneath the surface patterns keeping you stuck in survival-based living so that you can reconnect to your inner clarity, and deeper human potential.
This Journey Supports You To:
Regulate your nervous system so you stop reacting and start choosing
Dissolve emotional loops that have quietly kept you circling
Reclaim embodied self-trust in decisions and boundaries
Shift identity, not just mindset
Move forward with grounded clarity and follow-through
Using resonant frequencies, and deep intuitive facilitation, each session
creates space for profound reflection, nervous system coherence, emotional
release, and meaningful transformation from the inside out.